Home / Health & Wellness / It's Science Science confirms you are a different person after giving birth Research tells us that a lot of change happens when we choose to have babies, and that a mother is not the same person she was before having children. By Janine Dunlop Updated March 29, 2024 Rectangle Inside this article Changing lives Changing priorities Change for the better? I’m betting that many of us would readily admit to experiencing frantic, middle-of-the-night thoughts while we were pregnant in which we questioned our choice to become parents, or wondered whether we’d still be the same person after becoming a mom. Those of us who planned on pursuing careers after giving birth might also have agonized over whether we would be as committed to our jobs after starting our new role as mama. When singer and songwriter Amanda Palmer of The Dresden Dolls was pregnant, a fan expressed this worry for her, wondering whether Palmer’s career would suffer after she became a mom. She was concerned that the artist wouldn’t be able to produce songs of the same standard. “When you have this baby,” she argued, “either [they] will suffer, or your career will suffer.” Related: What happens to a woman’s brain when she becomes a mother In her response via an open letter on Medium, Palmer expressed her own nervousness about her possible “loss of identity as an artist” when she becomes a mother. She wrote about concerns that had plagued her when she was deciding whether to have a child: “If I had kids,” she mused, “would I turn into a boring, irrelevant, ignorable artist? Would I suddenly start writing songs about balance…? Would I become that annoying person who is so enthralled with their child that it’s impossible to have an intelligent conversation with them about art because they’d rather show you iPhone photos of their kid drooling out a spoonful of mashed carrots?” Changing lives There’s no denying it: After giving birth, your priorities change. You change. Different issues take precedence at different stages of your life. Life with a newborn is worlds away from the child-free life, and life with a teenager is worlds away from life with a newborn. Whereas your main concern prior to having children might have been how to climb the corporate ladder, your most urgent thought after giving birth might be how to do both—climb the ladder and be an involved parent—or even how to step off the ladder completely. The person you were then is not the person you are now. Research tells us that a lot of change happens when we choose to have babies, and that a mother is not the same person she was before having children. Scientific American reported in 2006 that almost all female mammals undergo “fundamental changes” during pregnancy and after birth and that pregnancy and lactation hormones may alter the brain, “increasing the size of the neurons in some regions and producing structural changes in others.” Related: Here’s why becoming a mother for the first time is so physically intense More recent research has found that a combination of pregnancy hormones and the experience of pregnancy and birth improve our memory and learning abilities. Related: Can we please stop calling it ‘mom brain’? Changing priorities Moms who were asked whether they felt they had changed all agreed that they had. Photographer and mom Carmen Visser believes, however, that Palmer’s fears are misdirected and that her priorities will change after becoming a mom: “While pregnant, you have time to think and worry about losing your identity, but once the child is there, there is no time to worry about life, because life is happening. Life with a child is rich—richer than fearing the loss of your own identity.” Ema, mom to three boys, agrees: “When I became a mum, I kinda lost the ‘me.’ Obviously we all need a bit of ‘me’ time now and then, but I wouldn’t change a thing. Now I am more than ‘me’. I’m a mother.” Teacher and mom of two, Shereen, says that the biggest change she experienced since becoming a mom is “the emotional vulnerability one feels. I look at people who have lost kids,” she says, “and there is such a fear and knowledge that the pain of such a loss is beyond anything I ever want to experience. I also have so much more empathy with others, whereas before kids I think I was quite emotionally detached.” Related: Yes, motherhood changes you, but for the better Ema has also experienced this vulnerability since becoming a mom: “I used to watch the news or a documentary and see children suffering. Although I felt sadness, there was also a disconnection and an inability to understand exactly what those images represented as a whole. Now, every child on the news is my child. Also, I used to be scared of not being popular, or having enough money to buy all the nice things friends had, or be able to go on cool exciting holidays. Now, my fear is that I can’t provide everything needed by my kids. I fear that I won’t be capable of giving them the best chances in life.” Melany, mom to Eden, said that she didn’t always want to have children, but then, along came her little one. “When I turned 38, my mom, sister and I discussed over a Christmas glass of wine how great it would be to have a combination of (my husband) and me running around. I threw away my birth control pills, closed my eyes, and didn’t look! A year and a half later, Eden arrived.” “I don’t think the core of who I am has changed. I am still me. I haven’t changed, but I have grown. My heart is bigger and it overflows with an untarnished, uncomplicated, and pure love for Eden. It is regenerating to see the world through her eyes. We make daily escapes to fantasy worlds filled with imaginary creatures. Life is better, more beautiful, and more peaceful with my daughter in it.” Change for the better? Certainly Palmer’s fan’s fears about whether she would change weren’t unfounded. But will the change be for better or worse? Will her ability as an artist suffer? Poet and novelist Finuala Dowling believes Palmer has nothing to fear. She argues that motherhood spurred her on to become a writer. “I found that my writing ambitions only gained clarity once I got pregnant. I suddenly realized that I had wasted a decade wishing I could be a writer but producing very little beyond two failed novels and some stories. In 1993, I sat down with my growing belly and, with an almost overpowering sense of time running out, wrote a story that went on to win a prize. Later, knowing that my daughter woke early, I would wake even earlier to write the chapters of what would become my first novel. I think becoming a mother teaches one how to use all the available time.” Researchers from the Netherlands in 2015 proved that during pregnancy, fetal cells enter and spread throughout the mother’s body. Called “microchimerism,” it’s the presence of cells “with a different genetic background” within your body. The researchers collected samples from 26 women who had been pregnant with sons and found the presence of Y chromosomes in all of them. “Microchimerism is a fascinating and complex phenomenon in which a small number of cells from one individual exist within the body of another genetically distinct individual,” explains reproductive scientist Renu Bala, PhD, to Motherly. “This can happen through several mechanisms, such as pregnancy, blood transfusions or organ transplants.” Fetal microchimerism (FMc) specifically refers to the movement of cells from the fetus to the mother’s body via the placenta. That’s solid proof that, after becoming a mom, you’re not the same person. Will motherhood shift Palmer’s career and priorities? Maybe. Will it make her “boring”? Perhaps. Could she possibly even “need this baby to make art,” as she posits in her Medium essay? Who knows. The unavoidable fact, though, is that pregnancy, birth and parenthood will have changed her profoundly. This story was originally published on October 17, 2021. It has been updated by Motherly editors. Inside this article Changing lives Changing priorities Change for the better? The latest News Study shows semaglutide use while breastfeeding is ‘unlikely to pose significant risks’ News Biden-Harris administration awards over $558 million toward maternal mental health News HPV vaccination rates stall in teens, increasing cancer concerns Motherly Stories Understanding my family’s ‘time blindness’ taught me to see