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This isn’t how I wanted to put this story into the world. But after Roe v. Wade was overturned, I need people to understand.
"I had to do all of these things because shortly after the birth, my husband vanished."
That it would be a joy to watch them grow up. But Mama, you never told me how quickly the time would pass; how the hours, the days, the weeks and the months would slip through my fingers so fast. That I would suddenly find myself looking at a child instead of a baby; a baby instead of a newborn; and beg time to be a little bit kinder and wait for me to catch up.
You're not a bad mom for thinking, I miss just being me. And you'd be surprised how many of us have thought that exact same thing.
It’s full of contradictions. In the best way possible.
It is enough to simply be heard.
You’ve been here, where I am now, deep in the trenches of motherhood.
I need to get something off my chest.
We need our mama tribes. I need mine. You need yours. We all need each other.
You start to wonder whether you will ever have any time to yourself. Then, one day, you do.
They said that the love in your heart multiplies. I get it now. I physically feel it.
Take that photograph. Wear that bikini. Climb all over that playground. Jump together, dance together, laugh together.